November 2011
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I’m going to see my psychologist tomorrow, like I do every Thursday. One of the first things she’s going to ask me is “How have your moods been since I saw you last?” Problem: Do I lie and tell her that they’ve been fine? That the doubling of my medication is working great and that I’ve had the motivation to even get out of bed, and that I haven’t thrown...
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It’s been one of those weekends. You know the ones where you drink so much alcohol you’re sober again by the time you’re done, and you smoke so much pot you don’t care? But no matter how drunk or stoned you get, you never stop hurting. And then once it’s all said and done, you feel even worse because you couldn’t just forget about it all for just one weekend.
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September 2011
3 posts
I just want a boyfriend. Someone to love me and cuddle with, and someone who’s down to party with me but tells me everything and someone who I can love comfortably. Oh my god I miss having that. Oh poo I’m so ronery.
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I was just telling my Mum about the documentary I watched on DMT, and she seemed like she was interested in it and even asked if she could watch it. She then asked me why I do drugs, and what the appeal of it is. So I said, “It might sound stupid to you, but I just like to think of things a different way. Just perceive things differently for a little while and get a whole new perspective on...